Extreme

The Collective came here again.
Just when I had Ferma ready to be my ally he comes and attacks her.
He cut of her tail with a knife.
Isn't that a bit too extreme? I think I threw up a bit, seeing her tail missing, blood leaking onto the floor.
Ferma got pissed, I assume & ripped one of his arms of.
I feel like there's a lot of hate between the two, hate which arose in an instant.
Perhaps Im interfering, but considering, at least my creatures have only existed for a short time.
Ferma was screaming in agony holding one of the collective's arms, I couldn't stand it. This was essentially, my child...hideous snake or not.
I took a bat I had laing around & hit the Collective with it.
That made everything worse.
It started to attack me, after which Ferma scratch all of its arms, to which the Collective, now with only a few arms that were bleeding responded by fleeing.
My living room is a mess. I gave Ferma a towel so her tail wound could heal shut.
Remember kids, Alchemy is dangerous!

Charm

Ferma came back.
God I hate her now. It's not even fear anymore. Sure I'm a bit scared for my life since she has shown herself to be fully capable of choking me to near-death before, but mostly I just hate her for being a more burden than the Collective, which is saying quite a lot.
She burst in, ruining my brand new window. I know she's a giant snake woman, but can't she just brake the door open or something?
She didn't strangle me this time.
She talked to me, her voice...her voice was quite calm and soothing.

"Dear Dr.Salm...why can't we just get along? I think you'll find out that I am everything you could hope for"

I was confused, but she seemed a bit calmer than before, which I took as a good sign.

I allowed her to stay if she just stayed in the guest room and didn't brake anything or eat anyone.
She made that promise.

I will still keep my eyes on her.

Silence

It's calm now.
I've not seen Ferma or The Collective for some time now, except on the news.
They are causing panic in a city nearby. I don't care.
Call me selfish, but I love having some piece and quiet around here.
I called a man to fix the window, he was reluctant at first due to the rumors that had been spreading about me, but he agreed in the end. It was done quicker than I thought.
After that I just popped some pop corn and watched some sitcoms.
Today was a great day.

Snake

I managed to live long enough to sew myself back together. I look like a zombie or something.
The collective left the house, which gave me enough time to plan something to counter the collective.
I didn't want to create another being, but without Sylph this is just hopeless.
I did it...but I think...EVERYTHING IS WORSE NOW or better...I'm not sure.

I made a being which I named Ferma, after the noise she made coming out of the pentagram circle(it's kind of like FFFeeeefhrma).
Ferma is a lamia, like in the greek legends. My life continues to astound me.
She's a lamia, a snake woman.
I hate snakes.

Ferma doesn't like me...at all.
She did however protect me, but that's only because she hates the Collective more than me.
She tried to strangle me after her creation.
It wasn't until the collective showed up that she let go. That's the second time I could've died.

They battled for a while, but they both soon disappeared from my house, braking the living room window in the process.

I locked myself in my bedroom again, lately it seems like the safest place in the world.
I'm wondering if stuff is going my way or not. This whole thing has gone a bit too far.

I regret creating Ferma.

Fear

I'm terrified.
The Collective almost killed me yesterday.
It threw seven knifes directly at me.Three of them struck in my stomach, I still have the wound.
I'm too old for this, I'm bleeding "fountains" of blood.
Locked in my bedroom I have bandaided my stomach with my bedsheets.
Why is the collective after me anyway, I read a comment from Dr.Zou on my blog saying something about the collective running out on her. Did she create the collective?
Why?
I don't remember her being a person that wouldn't be able to handle her own beings, but then again it depends.
Yesterday before slicing my stomach the collective talked to me a bit.

"Dr.Salm, do thou feel good about yourself? playing god of destruction and pain to weaker beings?"

It was odd, like something out of the weirder Stephen King books, not the question, just this situation.

I'm still bleeding, I don't know how long I can survive against the collective, I'm just one man.

Perhaps...

Existance

I have no idea what to make of this situation.
There's some kind of odd creature in my house and I'm of course not talking about Sylph.
I'm talking about the thing that calls itself "Collective". It's bizarre.
After calming down this morning I approached it and started talking to it.

"Thou shall perish for existance."

So, he doesn't like the fact I exist, weird.

I've started to become scared again. Every time I go out of my room it begins throwing stuff at me and trying to grab me.

I would ask Sylph to attack it, but I haven't seen her since yesterday. She's gone.
I don't like where this is going.

Cloak

Today I woke up to a horrid sight.
I woke up because I heard something loud talking in the living room.
I assumed it was just Sylph either talking to herself or talking in her sleep, but I went to check it anyway.
Sylph was sitting on the coach next to something that I can only describe as a cloak.
It was just a cloak hanging.
When I approached it, it turned.
It was just that, a cloak, except it had 7 arms sticking out of the inside of it, which was filled with like this black void.
I got scared, if I'm going to be honest.
I turned around, went to my room & locked the door.
Perhaps I'm not used to this kind of thing. At least Sylph is humanoid.